for the past few days, i’ve been rather emo at work :( coz of Miss A and Mr B.
but i blame no one except for myself. if only i dun bother so much abt other ppl’s affairs, it would had been a different story.
(Mr B likes Miss A, and he confessed to her. But Miss A told Mr B that she needs more time, and told him that it’s not a rejection. but Mr B sees it as a rejection. actually Miss A has liking for Mr B too, but she just hope to know each other more before diving into relationship.)
coz of their affairs, i’m actually rather close to Mr B as we tend to talk alittle more, then he would ask me to join him for lunch, or sneak out for bubble tea. Miss A became rather jealous when rumors kick in. and she started ignoring me, giving me all the cold treatment. sighs, i can understand her from her point of view, so i dun blame her, plus i’m just a temp staff, meaning i would be leaving soon. so i didnt want to create any more misunderstanding.
so when Mr B tried to know why i’m so moody, i told him not to ask anymore, coz i might just burst into tears.
later that night, he told me that he would scold Miss A for bullying me. after seeing that msg, i really burst into tears at home. coz i told him not to confront her or anything. but i’m rather touched by his act (to scold the girl he likes when i’m ‘bullied’ by the girl).
last night, i accompanied him to visit his clients, and we went for dinner after tt. through his act, find that he’s actually i really nice guy, very gentleman. there’s alittle 心动的感觉. but i know it’s impossible between both of us. plus i’m just a temp staff who is leaving soon. and he mentioned before, if he didnt start up the relationship with Miss A before he leaves, then there’s nothing in common between them after he left. and i believe the feelings i’m having is at that point of time. and i cant do this to Miss A.
sighs. in a good way, i’m leaving soon. thus, everything would be back in place eventually. they just need some time to adjust to the changes. hmmm, i wonder if anyone of them would miss me after i leave. tml would be my last day there, wonder how things would be like tml. kinda 不舍得 to leave, coz the ppl there is really quite nice/fun to be with, but 天有不散之宴席, there’s an ending to everything. perhaps they wont even rmbr me, after i go, hahaha
had my off-day today, so it’s like a day to get me back on track, telling me that it’s coming to an end, i shld let go of the emotions gotten/received from work. and getting me used to the life back without them. :( kinda sad, but it cant be helped either. but i’m really thankful and grateful to them, for letting my work experience there being a superb one. :D
GUYS!! I WOULD DEFINITELY MISS YOU ALL!!!! :DD